it was saturday as always. okay, this week it was already sunday 0.45am but that doesn’t matter.
i can remember it exactly, as if it had been yesterday when i saw him the first time again. with new hair and baggy style. i thought, „gosh, he has changed. his hair are looking great. HE is looking great.“ the third time, i think, he hung out with a guy and a girl. this girl was beautiful and well-dressed but i thought, „what a bitch! just looks arrogant, eww!“. later it turned out that she was his girl-friend. okay, she is beautiful – with two kilos make-up – and has a nice body – no boobs.
the fourth time i met him i was standing in front of H&M waiting for Esther who was using the toilet at the moment. he came out of the building with a friend, he saw my dog and then he stopped walking. he stroked my dog Cleo then he looked at me and told me that he was sorry and that he quit doing that. i wanted to say, „no prob!“ but i was struck dumb – the first time in my life ! he continued asking how i was and for whom i was waiting. i answered and then as fast as he came he gotta go.
at saturday – sunday – i saw him again with his girlfriend. i was standing at the bus stop with old friends of Esther. and then they came. i could only see him and looked at him shortly. but he often looked at ME. i nodded to him but he didn’t do anything except starring. he starred and starred. sometimes i starred back.
i cannot understand. he has a girl-friend, i didn’t do anything bad as he has to star at me and i was friendly but he didn’t react so why did at me the whole time ?
and then somebody should say boys are simple to understand.
a starring guy . world, you are complicated !!